Its late and I’m sad,
I don’t know why I’m so sad.
Okay I do know.
But I don’t like to admit it.
I’m sad because I make myself sad.
I think, and
Think
And think.
I think about you.
And you leaving me.
Just like everyone else has.
I think you’ll find someone better.
Because I’m not the best.
And that’s what you deserve.
I’m sad because I believe what I think.
Too much sometimes.
I can’t sleep because
I’m sad.
I really am.
I don’t know if you’ll love me the same way years from now.
Or tomorrow
But I must confess.
I love you.
More than anything, ever.
Always will. always have.
You’re going to hurt me.
And that’s why I’m so sad.